Sadly

Things are different now, huh? Well, I can't really blame you. I am disappointed or maybe, deeply sad. You betrayed me, and I trusted you so much. You are just one of them. Annoying. Putangina mo. gago


and yes, i am leaving you.   


        

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I think, I want a new phone. I badly need to drink and cry  my heart out because guess what, I feel so fucking tired. Can you slap my face so I can stop running?

p.s
I hope this coming year H&M will have their store here in Manille.
       
 

All i want for christmas

is a motherfucking BEER TOWER!

Splurging is out last name

How are you nikka? You feeling good? I know yes but partly NO. I don't where to start and what is the easiest way to write so that I won't wet mcncheese.

I have to be HONEST.

I WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH! Words and blog posts are not enough to express this miss feeling. You guys are my sisters- you and kai. Three blind mice tayo eh.  When I got this first job, I didn't expect that I will be emotionally and psychologically attached to my workmates. Come to think of it, it's work and it is now a different world for me but working with you guys is so fun despite of the stress and annoying clients that we are randomly dealing. I will be always grateful to you, I've learned in this industry. We both know that we are so impatient. We easily get annoyed by people who are so not fucking nice. Maybe that is the reason why I became really close to you. Aside from the fact that we both studied in the same university and  we have the same building, we have some common friends and we can talk anything and everything under the sun. Iniisip ko nga if we only met while we're in college, malamang mas sira buhay ko ngayon. hahaha!  I will about to celebrate my 1st year here in the company but what the fucking hell, wala ka! I will miss laughing so hard with you, i will miss your wrong spelling is wrong moments, I will miss the times that we sneaked out just to smoke, I will miss the chill times with you, I will miss the window shopping times and make up days! I will miss eating vegan meat with you. Surely nikka, Alabang will miss you.

This isn't goodbye, this is just my honest post because I know things will be different now. It will never be the same without you. The single ladies, the three blind mice, the vanna vanna and especially the spice girls. We are incomplete now, and if ever someone new will come, she will never replace you in the store and my heart. We are the solid notorious alabang team. Right now, for the sake of covering my miss feeling for you, I will just remember that you'll be staying in boracay for months. (Pasalubong ko bakla, gusto ko yung pang mayaman.)

I WILL SEE YOU SOON! We still owe patoons an overnight at her house and we, the notorious in my place. You still owe me a glam shoot for my blog header.  I will see you in our future company parties. 

Keep me posted lover, and I will too! I will have my BB configured just to talk to you. Hell, we are both one call away and if ever someone will mess with you in your new place. Always remember this picture.

*i am always here and my middle finger's raised. I am your ghostbuster:)

I will definitely miss the mayaman days, every time that we receive our incentives. You are my sister and yes, we share the last name- SPLURGING!

Amidst the sad feeling that I have now, I am so happy for your growth- as a person and as a leader.

I LOVE YOU VALERIE ANN!

Ps.

I tried not to cry ok?! I MISS YOU! (king ina ka! haha!)